thought process..

-my goal for a while now has been to be a pharmacist..i've had my doubts..but still..it was a goal

-so now such opportunity presents itself..
(i can't even begin to describe this..such prestigious-ness..chances were pretty slim..so the opportunity is absolutely amazing)

-two choices..

-reasons to go? -to pursue something i've always wanted to do..

-reasons to stay? - because it might not be what i really want to do..because i might not be able to do it..because i love it here..because things are perfect rite now..

-so how to decide? -here are my thoughts

-what if i can't do it?

-well..U of T seems to think i can..

-how do i know it's something i really want to do?

-because if the program was offered in waterloo..there would be no doubt in my mind to accept..

-this means..that the only thing holding me back are emotional ties..

-"what a silly reason to stay" you say, silly my ass..you try leaving one of the only places that has ever felt rite to you..

-either way it shall be painful..but one way brings challenges and dreams while the other lies with comfort..

-conclusion??

-there wasn't much of a choice

-the decision was basically handed to me on a silver platter..it was just waiting for me to take it..

-i just needed to sort out my thoughts..

**38 days..