My thoughts
I dont' know if it's just me, but it seems as though the more time i spend with people, the more i miss them when i'm not with them, but the more i see people on a regular basis, the more i feel like i'm drifting away from them...i know that sounds incredibly confusing so allow me to enlighten and elaborate..
Last term i barely went back to guelph..probably a total of 4 times over the whole semester..and yet, i could deal with that..being away from my family just seemed like a normal high school to university transition step..and being away from friends was ok too because we were all moving on..but this term, i've been home just about every other weekend..and when i come back to waterloo, i'm wishing i was still in guelph..and i miss being with family and friends back home so much..i don't know why..but it's a lot harder to be away this term..and the more time i spend with them, the more i miss them when i'm gone
Now for the other bit..in waterloo, the more i see friends on a regular basis, the more i feel i'm drifting away from them..and it's a little depressing in some ways..although i see everyone like everyday, i feel like we've lost our connection and the friendship has moved to an acquaintance level..i don't feel like we were as close as last year and again, i'm not sure why..yah, i know things have changed, but..
so i don't know..is it possible to miss people more when you see them more often and is it possible to lose touch with the people you see everyday??
Last term i barely went back to guelph..probably a total of 4 times over the whole semester..and yet, i could deal with that..being away from my family just seemed like a normal high school to university transition step..and being away from friends was ok too because we were all moving on..but this term, i've been home just about every other weekend..and when i come back to waterloo, i'm wishing i was still in guelph..and i miss being with family and friends back home so much..i don't know why..but it's a lot harder to be away this term..and the more time i spend with them, the more i miss them when i'm gone
Now for the other bit..in waterloo, the more i see friends on a regular basis, the more i feel i'm drifting away from them..and it's a little depressing in some ways..although i see everyone like everyday, i feel like we've lost our connection and the friendship has moved to an acquaintance level..i don't feel like we were as close as last year and again, i'm not sure why..yah, i know things have changed, but..
so i don't know..is it possible to miss people more when you see them more often and is it possible to lose touch with the people you see everyday??
posted by Christobelle at 3/01/2005
3 Comments:
... i dont' see you everyday.
in fact, i see you hardly ever at all.
why dont' we have anything to talk about anymore?
maybe because our lives don't intertwined as they once did and we just chose different roads to walk down..
but things can always change if you want them to
It sounds like a perfectly normal thing to happen. You miss your friends here in Guelph more because every other weekend when you're here, you have fun and remember the good old times, so that makes it harder to go back to waterloo. Next time you're in Guelph, we need to do something, cause i haven't seen you in a while. I'm sure everything will be alright eventually, just let people know whats up
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