who i am is who i wanna be

is it possible for people to change overnite???

yes..i'm living proof..

and i consider myself lucky to be able to say..

My roots are planted in the past
And though my life is changing fast
Who I am is who I wanna be
With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter
I'm a survivor
(Reba McEntire-i'm a survivor)

thank you to everyone who was there for me, you know who you are..you guys are the world to me..

conflicted between opposites

it seems like everytime i want something, at the same time i always want the exact opposite..

i'm counting down the days til i'm back at school because more than anything, i want to go back..i miss my friends, my apartment, waterloo and having the life of a student..

yet, more than anything, i also want this life i'm living right now to last forever..the feeling and lessons i've learned will never be forgotten..

so there truly is a good and bad side to every situation..but is that really how we're supposed to live lfe? are we supposed to go through life thinking about the good and bad to everything and evaluating every single situation? it seems like a waste sometimes..hm..maybe not..it's probably better just to pick something and stick with it..harder done then said..

well lucky me, i haven't got much of a choice..

back to reality..

4 exciting days of fun with my bestest friend sarah

day1: got up at 5:30am, drove home, packed, bused to train station, caught 9:45am train, transferred in TO, arrived in kingston at 2:30pm, toured queen's campus, ate mcdonalds, went grocery shopping, made jello shots and a dixie cup castle/bday cake/hat, then slept..

day2: woke up at 12pm, ate chicken bacon, watched an irish parade, went shopping, climbed trees in the park, made pizza, ate jello shots, fell asleep, woke up and intended on going clubbing, ended up walking, watching pink floyd and falling..

day3: woke up at 2pm, ate hotdogs and ice cream, played millionaire, watched grease, fajita dinner at lonestar, grey's anatomy, more millionaire, stuffed pigs/flowers/health cards/white-out in balloons, slept..

day4: woke up at 10am, packed, ate hotdogs and goldfish crackers, WON MILLIONAIRE!!!, cabbed to the train station, left kingston at 2:30, hung out in TO for an hour, arrived in guelph at 7pm..

and now it's back to reality..