ThE nEw PiNk...YeLLoW

talk about a change eh..haha..this title actually fits the blog very well..continue reading..

life is all about changing..i've decided that i like growing up..even though at times, i admit, i'd rather just go back to being 7 without a care in the world

but being grown up means i can do so much more..it means i can make my own decisions, have power and influence over youngsters, drive wherever i wanna go, go to school and learn what i wanna learn and then of course..being older means you can complain and say you wanna be young again..

but think about it..do you really actually want to be 7 again? this was the time that your parents had total control over you..you had to come home straight from school, ask permission to see a movie, be forced to eat what you thought was yucky and find rides for everywhere you wanna go..

now reverting back to the title..about 40% of clothing attire that i have recent bought has been yellow instead of the normal pink..so my mom says to me "you must be growing up"..she laughed while i realized she was right..

i can't really say now is the time to grow up cuz whether you want to admit it or not..you already are growing up every single minute of the day..and if you can't see it..ask me and i'll tell you that you're growing up in front of my very eyes

a look inside my head..

10 more days til i'm heading back..

craving: a yummy real-fruit popsicle
feeling: exhausted and won't be catching up on sleep next week
hating: that summer is ending and i hafta go back to school
learning: how to pack more efficiently
loving: that i am 19..and that i get to see people again very soon
missing: the feeling of being free
packing: all my stuff away..i'm half way done
thinking: how i can possible bring everything with me
waiting: for winter to come..haha
wishing: the summer was a bit longer
wondering: why i put lemon juice in my hair

Oh how i love the stars...

i woke up at 6:30 this morning..aaaahhhhh..i have been having sleeping problems and i can't sleep in when i want to..but when i need to wake up early, it's excruciatingly hard..

2 more days of work..i'm kinda sad to be leaving them..had some of the funniest, boringest and weirdest times of my summer there..who would've thought i'd be a good trailer salesperson??

i got my bottle of chocolate liquor..yum yum..have yet to try it..also, can't forget about the round of jello shooters we have yet to make..hehe

going to the beach one last time this week..crossing my fingers the weather will co-operate..

then coming home to pack once again..but the bonus thing is back to school shopping which can range from clothes to shoes to junk to anything..

then..i shall be moving into my newly renovated apartment which i am absolute crazed about..hehe..

fact: the title of the blog has nothing to do with the blog but someone mentioned that my titles sucked..so hope this one is better

August

camping: good..love being outside..air and beach and everything is so refreshing

birthday: lots of fun..fun dinner and party..i am a little obsessed with finding that bottle of chocolate gin now..soooo yummy..

presents: i got a webcam and usb key and a toaster!!! honourable mentions also include my helium balloons and koolaid

work: boring..there are only so many calls you can make before you never want to touch another phone again..but money is good..

school: mom made me start organizing things to pack..haha..that should be fun..i am excited to go back though..

fact: i do not own a hair dryer..nor do i always use conditioner..my hair is always naturally soft..haha

that's all for now