See..Feel..Love..

can you SEE something that isn't actually there??
yes you can..it's called love

can you FEEL something that isn't actually there??
yes you can..it's also called love

can you LOVE something that isn't actually there??
well..that depends..it's hard to love something you can't SEE or FEEL but it's easy to love something when you believe it is actually there

Conflicted..

what happens when you know you want something really really really really bad but you know that if you get it, you're also gonna be really really really really sad?

2 choices will come with this thing that you want..but both can make you happy and both can make you sad..

do you still wish for it?

**waiting

blue glass dolphins..

ok, this is a funny story..i have a collection of blue glass dolphins..dolphins are not my favourite animals nor do i have much of a liking for them, but i collect them..

it started out when i was little and at my uncles house up north..and he had this blue glass dolphin pendulum thing that spins..and i really liked it, so he gave it to me..

then a few years back, my friend went to wales and brought me back a blue glass dolphin with 3 dolphins on it..it was gorgeous..and i guess that's when the collection really started..

for my birthday a couple years ago, i was given a set of blue dolphin chimes..these are soooo nice..

and so from this and a couple of other blue glass dolphin artifacts, people have thought that i have an obsession for blue glass dolphins..hehe..anyway, the point was just to say that i didn't intentionally start my blue glass dolphin collection..

and now wherever i go on vacation or something, i find myself looking for blue glass dolphin stuff..so if you're ever in doubt about what to get me as a present, look for blue glass dolphin stuff cuz that'll always be appreciated..hehe

i like blue glass dolphins

**happy

the world through different eyes

i've totally been living a different life these days..everything from work, school, social life and family life has changed..

went from having tons of free time, to working various jobs constantly..which i love by the way..also volunteering is tons of fun..(the boys are just an added bonus)..and i have money i can spend without feeling guilty..

went from 6 full courses to just linear algebra and inorganic chem to not studying anything at all..which is ok i guess..i'm enjoying it while it lasts..

ah..the social stuff..definitely say there's been a change in scenery..but i love being with people..so it has been excellent..and for those i haven't seen in a while..i miss you like crazy..

family has just been hectic..i dont' think i've seen my members of the extended family so often in forever..and talking to Chau lots too..it's been stressful..but good

yep..so i am gonna enjoy this life while i still have it..cuz in less then 3 months..it's gonna be a whole new life..

**smiles

the drawbacks of a union

I have recently begun working for a union..

this union is crazy..for one thing..on every packcheck, there is a union fee of $15.40..which is equivalent to 2 full hours of work..so basically for every week, i work 2 hours for FREE..sheesh..if that isn't enough, the union makes me pay for my uniform which is about $60..so my first paycheck i earned $69.73..however $44.50 was deposited into my account..

ok..maybe i'm just ranting..haha..