It's a wonder..

how you can be surrounded by people all the time and still feel so isolated..

this is more or less an old saying, but i've never fully experienced it til now..

reflecting on the past few months, i guess it's my fault more then anyones..but to always be around the same people proposes some small problems for me..and sometimes i just wanted get away..and yet, when i did get away, i couldn't help but have that feeling of being "left-out" or "out of the loop" with those i got away from..and yes this is probably a contradictory statement..but like the original line "isolation when surrounded by people," i've learned that it's possible to desperately want to separate yourself from people yet want to be with them so bad at the same time..

and at those moments in time, you feel stuck..and you don't know what to do..so the question is would you rather be trapped and frustrated or isolated and free?

*sum 41-pieces*